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Magnolia

where will we go when the sun sets?

and the light fades
forever I will tell you all my truths

and where will we go with the sunrise?

when the light comes again

nothing is as beautiful as you

surround me with your colors when all i see is black

we take roots and i blossom
fulfill my sentences
cheer me up

my senses become

magnolia

Smile

your hand on mine
radiates a sense of calm
coffee in bed
wanna stay here for all time

I’m at peace with myself
I am strong, feel invigorated
since you gave me space to fall into your eyes

even if you cut me lose now I'd carry on, oh
with my head up high
I’d hold my head up high let me be here now

I let it go, oh
I'm not scared anymore

I wanna cry out loud
from what you do to me,

for how I feel but I remain silent
enjoy the butterflies
you said I’m wild and twirly
how I'd love to come and rest
will you be my hideaway?

even if you cut me lose now I'd carry on, oh
with my head up high
I’d hold my head up high let me be here now

I let it go, oh
I'm not scared anymore

of your smile

At The Pool

sunshade’s waving
in this hazy breeze of air
midday celebration
we’re sippin on champagne
living the good life
no one cares about the world out there 30 degrees
cricket in bikinis

at the pool

time is disappering
it's getting darker, music’s gettin louder swaying in the movement
find me in the moment
I’m making out with her
then her lover joins in
I take a look around
and I suddenly see him

at the pool

I take off my shirt

jump in the water

own his attention let go my borders

 

he’s sliding over taking my hand

I just let it happen
’cause I understand
where this is heading
yeah, we both know
there’s only one place we wanna go

away from those looks heat of the moment
lay down with the man that I loved in a past life

forgetting everything
that's around me
turning off the lights
yeah, its all about those blurry nights

Awakened

sleepless
waking up at five
close the doors and windows it’s raining outside

wandering around
don’t know where to go
coffee in my hands
staring at the unawakened blue

and this is how the story ends the story at the pool

10 Days

10 days of hiding
9 times of fake smiling
8 thoughts of confessing but holding it back then
7 nights of sleeping next to him and keeping him guessing

6,4,3 hours ’till I'm cracking
2 voices find me displacing
and one thought

tell him

back to reality
start to act like nothing's ever happened to me leave the train
need to focus again
try to put this back into the back of my mind drug myself
to get lost somewhere
walking with darkness
right next to my fear

10..

I play my game
I'm waiting for
the bomb to explode
I got it in my hands
do I tell him today?
no I'll tell him tomorrow
disguising myself right infront of his friends I'm breathing casually
while strolling through the city
until I'm reflecting
my insecurity
upon you

10...

 

Basil

purity
water through my veins dripping into darkness
left with the stains
of the drinks we never made going down with the taste of

basil leaves
scattered cross the floor

something is gone since you left

I'm hoping that it comes back

this kitchen is a mess
just like the space in my head

are you still there?

are you still with me?

are you still in?
can you forgive me?

these dishes
like abandoned places
can’t put them away
want them to stay
I’ll be sitting and waiting for you

to know what to do

would you still be there?

would you still be with me?

would you still be in?
and will you forgive me?

Shivers

tears like crystals crashing down below
a sea of endless shivers caught up in my heart

feels like crystals
burning in my throat
a storm of endless shivers caught up in my lungs

will we ever return?
I wonder if those wounds will heal with time
you dare me to stay
to face what has been done and not to run away

I want to escape but I’m bound in cellophane

completely overwhelmed
body fights with my mind

tears like crystals crashing down below
a sea of endless shivers caught up in my heart

feels like crystals

burning in my throat

a storm of endless shivers caught up in my lungs

I got no words to explain
leave you in the dark again and again
hide in my shelter
somewhere between silence and confusion

I want to escape but I’m bound in cellophane

completely overwhelmed
body fights with my mind

tears like crystals crashing down below
a sea of endless shivers caught up in my heart

feels like crystals

burning in my throat

a storm of endless shivers caught up in my lungs

in the ocean bed
lightning above me and storm up ahead

these stones in my belly
drag me down to the ground
I’m wrapped up in silence

and chilled to the bone

I DON’T DESERVE YOU

unfaithful
put herself first
just like a stranger to you

unpredictable
prayed on your goodness so heartless
always faking a smile

selfdestructive
once the victim and now the offender is there a solution
or will you surrender?

pleaded guilty
so unforgivable
that night that left a dark hole in you

why dont you leave her?
why dont you hate her?
and why are you sitting here talking still trying to fix what’s broken

hurt
though she was getting hurt how could she pass it on to you

she took the risk
of losing it all
in 10 days of silence she sealed her lips

so reckless
once the victim and now the offender is there a solution
or will you surrender?

pleaded guilty
so unforgivable
that night that left a dark hole in you

why dont you leave her?
why dont you hate her?
and why are you sitting here talking still trying to fix what’s broken

is there a solution?
or will you surrender?
why don’t you leave her?
why don’t you hate her?
why are you sitting here talking? still trying to fix whats broken
so unforgivable
always faking a smile

 

Go Back

I felt like you felt once
back when I was not enough the forest's little shadows
they reliefed him of his clothes

seemed like he would have never even told me

can we go back to
when I was a child
can we go back to
when you sang me lullabies

I felt like you felt once that body for one touch imprisoned in a circle where you can't speak up

seemed like I had never even told him

can we go back to
when I was a child
can we go back to
when you sang me lullabies

 

Wittingly

I am waking up
and I’m shaking off
my old self
wanna be myself again

all those years passed by

out of control and naive
I wanna leave them behind

wanna see what’s behind

twigs and leaves made out of stone
that cradle something
that is broken

something's broken
I was never strong enough to let them go

but now they begin

begin to fade


and i let them fall wittingly

found your love
made it mine
opened arms and lost the line

he had my body
but never my soul

reached a state of mind

a place to heal with time

stepped out for a second

but now I’m back again

twigs and leaves made out of stone
that cradle something that is broken

something's broken
I was never strong enough to let them go

but now they begin

begin to fade


and I let them fall wittingly

Shades Of Blue

imagine your arms around my shoulders

I’m drawing us in shades of blue

clearing my mind in those silent waters

in reflections of me and you

imagine your hands on my skin
I’m floating in your shades of blue

clearing my soul in those silent waters

in reflections of me and you

we got the whole wide sea in our hands
I feel its tides rising out my chest
leaves only my beating heart on a bed of sand

revealing me coming to rest

 

Introspection EP

Introspection

oh, I wonder what is it about

and why can’t we embrace what we feel and all our changes

I tell you

all about me

come and focus on heavens blue

raising up is our hideaway

when you’re down I breathe you again

Warned you

we said goodbye with a cold hug

I turned around my tears drop

but I’m not in love

you know that I accept all your excuses

but now I’m on the floor

I trust nobody

really nobody

I go on

let my feelings die

because I can’t assign

my mind is clear now

and I warned you

I’m alone without you

and too much with you

but thats not your fault

thats really not your fault

I thought I tear down my savety walls

but no, now I’m diggin’ ditches

I swear I’ve tried to

stop my hiding

I go on

let my feelings die

because I can’t assign

my mind is clear now

and I warned you

my soul, my mind

Searching

plans are meant to be changed

but how can they change when I’ve got none?

eyes like seas to get lost in

but how can I get lost when they’re all shallow?

our skin is longing for a touch

but mine just keeps waiting for another

my ears are listening to these words

but will you be with me when I’m silent?

carry me deep into the night

with you I could leave it all behind

wondering how we, how we will ever meet

but when we‘re searching we won’t find

when we‘re searching we won’t find

my mom is asking how I feel

I hold back my tears I don’t want her to see me cry

looking for an honest home

will you be the one to let me rest and grow?

carry me deep into the night

with you I could leave it all behind

wondering how we, how we will ever meet

but when we‘re searching we won’t find

when we‘re searching we won’t find

Night Arrives

summery lightness

where have you gone?

without freckles on my nose

you left me alone

and I try to make friends with the early dark

leaves turn brown

what will I do?

they’re taking control over me and my mood

and I am walking around like a ghost

sun will be coming

she’ll hear my longing for some hold

sun will be rising

and light my way again

till then I learn to be my own guardian

when the night arrives

milky clouds

they’re taking me away

I don’t feel like leaving

how can I stay?

and try to become one with this new reality

sun will be coming

she’ll hear my longing for some hold

sun will be rising

and light my way again

till then I learn to be my own guardian

when the night arrives

Uncharted Flower

uncharted flower

she glows in the night

unworthy hours

you didn’t treat her right

don’t face her with spite

why does she have to fight?

you don’t know her

do you realize that you can easily destroy her?

I like to show him

how i want it right

but I’m afraid

that I will hurt him

and he’ll feel rejected and ashamed

I try to touch her

in the way I was taught on tv

her eyes roll backwards

moans get louder

why’d she lie to me?

uncharted flower

some colors she wouldn’t show

fragile power

until you let her go

unloved petals

their story is still untold

I like to show him

how i want it right

but I’m afraid

that I will hurt him

and he’ll feel rejected and ashamed

I try to touch her

in the way I was taught on tv

her eyes roll backwards

moans get louder

why’d she lie to me?

stumble and grow EP

Illusion

I wasn't looking for someone else

instead I chose to go my way

some boys crossed that path

and I dragged them off

but they where talking way too much

down on my knees

I admit to myself

that I'm so lonely

down on my knees

I admit t myself

that I'm in need for somebody

illusion

in every thoughtful man I see the one for me

illusion

I'm beggin' you, baby

I'm beggin' you

please find me

I'm holding back

my feelings cause people played with my trust

I want to be free

doing what I want

will you spend some time with me?

down on my knees

I admit to myself

that I'm so lonely

down on my knees

I admit t myself

that I'm in need for somebody

illusion

in every thoughtful man I see the one for me

illusion

I'm beggin' you, baby

I'm beggin' you

please find me

Every Step

every step you're taking hurts

I try to gain control cause you lost it

have tried to save you so many times

from your self-destruction

every single lie hurt

you'd never live up with my expectations

keep on running around in circles

but I'm addicted to your touch

I had already giving up on us

one last chance

I'm sorry that I came back

but maybe we can try it again

one last chance

to find out it'll never work

we were so much but not enough

t'was like the second first time we met

though you needed me more than I did

all the times you left me hanging

made me feel like you don't care about me

I love to share my mind with you

you're more to me than a soulmate

but every step we're taking hurts

we silently cry for help

I had already giving up on us

one last chance

I'm sorry that I came back

but maybe we can try it again

one last chance

to find out it'll never work

we were so much but not enough

Run Away

late at night you're calling her

and searching for something

that makes her feel your pain too

life is a terrible game

you

you try to run away from yourself

but it won't work

it's about keeping up this house of cards

but the next storm will blow it down again

you wanna leave and take another go

in the wrong direction to fall back again

this restless feet keep your mind awake

even when you lie fast asleep

it's easy to say "leave the past behind"

stand still and breathe in and breathe out

and then

you try to run away from yourself

but it won't work

Secret

after you left I stayed a little while

looked at people and I faked a smile

change my mind or blow it away?

I don't know why but I felt empty that day

we layed in bed but not in eachothers arms

you turned away but you meant no harm

do I annoy you?

would you like to sleep alone?

cold heart

maybe I should have gone home

I'm your secret, secret

she musn't know

I try to keep it, keep it

but I'm no good at all

you're my weakness, weakness

I can't resist

so many times before I've been done with this

yet here I lie again

the moon painted shadows in your face yesterday

tonight I'm searching them in bars in vain

we layed in bed

turned back to back

I needed closeness but you didn't know that

and I would never show that

I should have to tell you that

I might like you more than I meant to allow

I'm your secret, secret

she musn't know

I try to keep it, keep it

but I'm no good at all

you're my weakness, weakness

I can't resist

so many times before I've been done with this

yet here I lie again

North EP

 
Falter

I left you now I can’t see you anymore

I am on the run
in the dark my lonely heart beats
you took all my breath

we floated into the cold and fresh air

and our bodies froze
my hot blood was cold as ice
fire stopped to breathe

I give you security
you stagger me again
but I can’t see you falter
I give you all I got

I don’t know how long I’ll stand

but I can’t see you falter


follow me and I will run away
stand still and I come back
when I touch you I will never let you go

and that’s why I can’t breathe

I give you security
you stagger me again
but I can’t see you falter
I give you all I got

I don’t know how long I’ll stand

but I can’t see you falter

Hide & Seek

wideness fills my body

I look across a frozen lake

on the other side I see you

you’re so far away

the black woods behind me

backing me up
so I can savour the feeling

without any fear

what am I hiding?
when did this come out?
I am scared of seaching though

I am all set

let me bathe in your cold honesty

so I can give up my
let me bathe in your cold honesty

so I can give up my hide and seek

I’m making my way
towards you
controlling every move
have to be careful not to slip
you know the black woods behind me

backing me up

but now I’m getting nervous
the wind blows through the leaves

let me bathe in your cold honesty

so I can give up my
let me bathe in your cold honesty

so I can give up my hide and seek

what am I hiding?
when did this come out?
I am scared of seaching though

I am all set

 

 

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